Random doodling

2012-01-22T22:49:00.005+08:00

I want to see, hear, smell, taste, and possibly feel hallucinations. Perhaps that way we can all live happily and have great happy endings?

NAPBAS

2011-12-22T20:29:00.006+08:00

Work has been crazy, still crazy.

Still hanging on to the string that is hanging almost to nothing. Wouldn't have made it without my bosom pals/colleagues around me. And I am thankful for that. :)

Clearly I need to lose that fat tummy in order for me to stuff myself into this dress.

The rest of the female nuffies who were all clad in black dresses.

I obviously forced him to pose with me.

This was the Christmas dinner we all had with the rest of the nuffies.

Okay, I guess I was at fault for not following the dress theme color. 0.0

All nufies from all 7 countries

I kinda like this picture! The only thing that spoils it, is that Sue's miang face.

music for the soul. Definitely.

Permanent wanted scar

2011-12-03T21:03:00.003+08:00

..ohai! I did some changes to my outlook. From the usual self ....

..to this!

I guess my man tau face is not that man tau after all. =D

on the other note: what do ya think?

Losing balance

2011-11-24T20:39:00.001+08:00

At this point of time, it feels like I'm standing on a very thin steel with nothing to hold on to. It is either you fall or you keep going and walking on to almost nothing. Gotta be extra vigilant on every step and move I take as little minor mistake can cause a horrible fall. Most importantly there is nothing to cushion my fall. And so I gotta continue on and on and on just so I wouldn't slip and miss my step. Realistically it is. There are certain situations where you are forced to do something that you don't want to.

Like a puppet, being played around, feelings being ignored completely and all actions are controlled and manipulated by the puppeteer. Everything feels like it has been illusion-ised to life, whether you like it or not, it doesn't matter.

Burrrpieee Day!

2011-11-23T15:21:00.005+08:00

I am no longer 16 years old! Happy n-years birthday to me! ;p

This special day of mine reminds me of how much I am loved and the amount of thoughtful friends I have.

Here's a lil shout out to everyone who contributed in making me smile. :)

Thank you to miss someone who got me dozens of stuffs to make sure I won't die of hunger and the pretty balloon. =)

Upon reaching the office the next day, I was welcomed by my sweet team who were actually singing the birthday song.

Then saw this birthday card by a few bloggers that I have happily and proudly worked with. Thank you! <3

Customized sticker with my name on it by Fresh.

She did it spontaneously as I was whining to the fact that many of my colleagues have been using my calculator. So I need to get back the ownership. And so she did this!

and then another birthday card and mug from sweet Joel, Farah, Thara, Suekahati, Rina and Juneey! Awwwww such gestures like these totally made me go awe and melted my heart. :)

One of the many reasons why I love working here.

and oh I got one of my many many favourite cake - Mango Cheesecake (My Elephant) all the way from the baker's place. Awesomely orgasmic cake! Thanks Colleen, Kaven, Mich, Jen and Irwin! Weeeeeeeee!

and oh oh, thanks Colleen for the beautiful pressie and delicious Japanese food! Love it <3. Am totally a sucker for Japanese food. ;p

My birthdays never fail to remind me

how much my friends mean to me.

Thank you! :)

ohai

2011-11-19T16:53:00.005+08:00

Ohai. I realized I have not been blogging right, according to the the Acts of Blogging, section 3Zi:

Blogger has to update her/his blog at every 30 minutes of their life. Should they not abide by the basic ground rule, their blog has to be banished FOREVER!

fts. Don't know what has gotten into me. Must have got bitten by the lame bug. On the other note, have been kinda busy with work, ain't complaining, is all good. Most of the time when I am a little free, will make the effort to waste some of my precious time with my sayangs. <3

Colleague of mine has been complaining bout' my dull blog. All writings and no pictures. I am mysterious like that. AHAHAHAHA.

To appreciate her effort to even bother visiting my blog, I shall spam this whole entry with nothing but pictures. To be frank, I am pretty lazy, thus all pictures are not even placed accordingly. =p

this has to got to be the BEST oreo cheesecake I ever tasted in my n-years of life. Not that I have tasted anywhere else but here in Marmalade and Secret Recipe. *shrugs*

Sometimes I hate that I looked like a kid T_T

Sometimes, I still get that 'give me ur IC', in the attempt of buying movie tickets.

Dude! I am like a decade year older than the legal age!

*please note that this is only pure exaggeration*

I am insulted. way beyond and infinity.

This is me at Poco Handmade, Sunway Giza.

This is Chicken Burrito at Frontera, Jaya One

This is me and my bestie- Farah

and this is PURE ORGASMIC FOOOOOOOD!

I can literally survive on this for a decade.

This is me and my another bestie - Nurina.

Good bai. I shall hit the sack now. Yes it is 5.20pm. I have no life like that.

Tried to backspace too much things,

finally it got tired of me.

It totally went useless on me.

*dies*

First Buddhist Pastor Ordination at Kechara House

2011-11-10T11:19:00.005+08:00

I have always being a temperamental person - a well-known fact. People around me should know that by now. Either they will end up getting bruised badly or suffer from deadly serious hearing loss having to hear me screaming and throwing fits at every moment I go cuckoo.

Scary? +.+

Perhaps a little. I do admit that I have problems dealing and handling my crazy emotions. Even my close buddies can never understand the amount of feelings I feel at times. It keeps me wondering though. Always a puzzle that I never seem to solve for quite some time already.

If only I know how to cope with it rather then just leaving it to happen, I will so give it a try. Hate leaving my feelings and emotions going all gaga without getting controlled by my own will.

My feelings are all around the place, always going astray without my permission. So rude!

So anyways, I am glad to say that I had a great peace of mind few weeks ago as I was invited to witness an event last few weeks at the Kechara House Buddhist Association. It was the First ever Pastor Ordination ceremony to be held in the country for the Buddhist community.

And, of course me being a noob and know nuts about religion, this was definitely an eye-opener for me. Judge me, I have no religion, but I do not mind going attending events as such.

So, whats with attending event as such helps to clear my mind again?

Upon visiting the Kechara House at Kelana Jaya, I was practically at awe. Jaws literally dropped down the floor. I might have exaggerated a little, but the place is uber huge and filled with gazillions of human beings!

This is the ever spiritual H.E Tsem Tulku Rinpoche.

I have to take my hats off to him for being such an admirable soul. He totally cleared my messed up mind, and made me ponder about the goodness that people/society often forgets. I honestly believe in goodness, but current society is often portraying the opposite.

People, we should just press the pause button, and start to observe.

I like something he said which definitely etch within my heart;

"Don't ask why people hurt you, just stop asking why"

"Spread your smile and be happy, spread the happy vibe to people around you"

*hands down*

If only, if only every single soul practices that simple principle, the world will be such an easy place to stay and live in. And I totally believe in that.

Now back to the ordination of the Buddhist pastors. It is definitely the first thing in Malaysia, as all these 4 pastors will be given the license (not literally) to engage with the Buddhist community and spread everything and anything about the spiritual practice/beliefs that will affect the community positively. Some really good Samaritans. Wonder if I could do something like that one day to change the world. Hmmm.

I am totally blessed and honored to be part of this worthy event. Thanks for the invite Nuffnang! ;)

2011-11-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

Do you find clouds beautiful? I do. It is especially pretty when the sun is up and I think they blend in beautifully with the sky. It automatically lightens the heavy heart a little when you pause and look at such beautiful sight. This is when mother nature is at its best. :)

Reality VS Fantasy.

There is a mere transparent line between reality and fantasy that we mustn't cross. It is undeniable that we human beings tend to live in our very own fantasy for it is much easier to manage and well, happier. *face it*

Being the architect of your own dream simply means it comes with no boundaries, and no rules. In fantasies, we are given the passport to visualize what we want and how we want it in our lives. But, it is almost impossible to achieve them all because our brain tend to think far way too beyond than what we are capable off.

In reality, we learn to adapt and work so hard in turning fantasy into reality. We are often struggling and trying our very best to transform fantasy into reality. If it is not entirely, at least a little. And if it fails, it literally breaks our heart. And that explains so much why reality can be so painful because we have expectations.

Everything needs a total balance. Weigh fantasy and reality wisely as both has to work together equally. Question is, am I on the right track?

Self reflection

2011-11-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

#Notetoself: Be happy to get rid of all the unhappiness.

#Notetoself: Be very selfish and protect your own heart.

Hmmph, someone has to unlock the complexity of the walkway.

Black is Back with Arthur’s Day 2011

2011-09-09T12:59:00.007+08:00

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait - Arthur Guinness

And that is why I have been waiting for this day to come and it is finally here! *tears*. The last time I went was a KRAZY FRENZY one and I shall not missed this year's celebration! Also because the fact that I can enjoy some good booze along together with TAIO CRUZ!

Your eyes do not deceive ya, IT IS INDEED Taio Cruz! I mean of course not as shown in the picture above la. T__T

PUTCHER HANDS UP!! PUTCHER HANDS UP!!

Please, be excited like me. Please join in the excitement with me so I won't be alone. =(

Why wouldn't anyone be ecstatic for this event? There will be loads of eye candies clad in sexy black clothing, having the time of the life with a pint of Guinness, blended together with awesome pawesome music from Taio Cruiz! Woooohooo!

I shall now drown myself with loads of Taio Cruiz's hitz from today on wards till the 23rd of September 2011. HEHE! Yes, this will be happening on the:-

Date: 23rd September 2011

Time: 6:00pm till late

Venue: Speed City KL, Selangor Turf Club

Also, another brownie point is that, we will able be able to enjoy stellar performances by some other local artistes as well! Prema Yin, NakedBreed, Rosevelt, Dragon Red, Jin Hackman (feat. CSBTEA) and James Baum will have the chance to perform with Taio Cruz! But first, they would need your votes.

Yes, you can have a say as well for the Arthur's Day opening act! Vote here now!

Imma have some fun with my 3 other buddies! Please pick me! ME! *or you will regret, =p*

a letter for you.

2011-08-14T17:48:00.004+08:00

Dear you,

It has only been 2 days since I last hear from you, but it seems like forever. How have you been doing? Have you been eating and sleeping well? Have you been smoking alot? Are you feeling any better emotionally?

*shrugs*

Hoping that you are doing okay seems a little tactless of me. *wishful thinking*. Not hearing from you, not contacting you at all, can be quite torturous. Pretty fucks up the mind and the heart. Not too sure if this is for the better, but I know for sure that me and you needed the rest and space to think.

It has been quite a rough journey during the past whole year, struggling to make things better, looking for solutions to untangle the tangled knots and trying to tie all the loose ends. Instead of making it all better, I have made it worst. I know it has been my fault as well. Being me, I know now. I can't do LDR. As a matter of fact, I thought I could handle it well, but I failed big time.

Maybe it has appeared alright to me, maybe the silly me thought appearing all happy will change it at least a bit. But my actions and how I felt all these while are making it worst, making you fell really terribly hard. I am not there even to cushion your pain, instead, I cowardly ran away from all these problems leaving you all by yourself dwellling with the emotions.

I have been putting up a mask and thinking that everything will be okay in the end, thats very naive and childish of me. I am just running away, not even facing the problems, kept thinking as if you will get over this in time. This is how fucked up I am, even without me realizing it. But now I know.

I am well aware that I have not been feeling alot as compared to you. I have been putting up the happy mask naively thought that this will go off soon or later as long as we are together. Yea, as long as we are together, it will be ok, regardless the distance or the time spent is lesser than ever.

But I guess, life is never a bed of beautiful roses. Happy endings on fairytales are merely just dreams. Why am I always so slumber, and can't even think any deeper for us? My actions, my feelings have left you hanging, left you thinking as if you are the troubled one. But the truth is, I am the fucked up one. Loving one another shouldn't be this hard!

Though I thought I have tried to solve our problems, finding out ways to settle our unavoidable fucked up problems, everything still seems not to be okay. Because, deep inside me, I hope and still want you to stronger for me, stronger for us as well. I want the both of us to row the boat, and I know, you will need me to guide at times like this, but I failed to do so. Because I have not tried hard enough. But according to my case, I THOUGHT I tried my best.

I am sorry. I know that I should't be saying sorry anymore as it has lost its meaning already. But I just needed to say it. Sorry that I have hurt you so much, that are many many times I have neglected and took all your feelings too lightly. I have been such a selfish lover thinking that everything will be okay soon. But no, me being me, and you being you. Though we have put in efforts, things just keep running in a circle as there aren't any much solid concrete actions were taken.

I thought I can be your pillar, your strength, your support system when you most needed them. But this whole year of LDR seems to be telling me that, I am freaking useless at this. I am just really bad with feelings and complement you. As much as I hope I can be THE ONE, despite the distance and other problems, I thought all this will come to an end as long as we are together again. But who am I fooling ey?

I have never loved anyone like how I love you, and it is you whom I want to grow old with, it is your hands that I want to hold. Thinking of you has always brought smile to my face but lately, it has been such a painful bitter feeling that I can no longer bear.

Thinking it is best that we both put our hearts into rest so we can think properly without getting influenced emotionally. There are so many things I wanna say, bottled feelings to be popped, but after hearing you on the phone, I can't seem to even utter any word at all. At every moment I hear your voice, I just wish we could just cuddle and hope that will solve everything. Will it? Sigh,
I should really stop dreaming. And be rational and realistic instead.

The distance between us is undoubtedly growing, but is it intentionally or is it unavoidable? You say that, I will first need to be able to accept you for who you really are. I have been assuring you that, yes I can, have been doing it for sometime, and I still truly believe that the distance is the main culprit. But I guess, it has taken its toll now. I want us to be close to one another, I want to have a life with you. But whatever that is happening now, doesn't seem to be working. Fact is, I am not matured and stable enough to solve problems. To be honest, I am tired. I am tired to even feel. Have been feeling very unhappy for the longest time and I am sure you are too. As I have not been such a great help to our relationship. But like I mentioned, I'm too tired to draw out lines, too tired to even feel anything at all.

I have forgotten how is it like to be kissing you. Just like you, I miss the feeling of belonged, the feeling of being held closely to. I think I am lost as well, but I cant help to find myself without you. You are my guide and have always been there for me. Always. But no, I have to do this without getting too carried away with my personal emotions.

I have to take the baby steps all over again, and get us connected again. Exactly how, I wouldn't know that. I wanna be able to love you, to fall in love in with you easily without getting tired and exhausted. Hope the space and time will lead me and you to the right path.

You know the three words I always have for you. Please take good care of yourself.....as long as you are okay, I will be.

No more weed!

2011-08-08T00:01:00.004+08:00

Ohai! I am weedless nao! Let's see how long can this hair last. I am already well known as someone who fails in managing her hair. Hmmm.

Naruto Freak

2011-07-27T21:01:00.009+08:00

Anyone who knows me, or anyone who is always with me will be bored by now from hearing me talking about Naruto. It is also because I get twitchy the moment I start talking about Naruto. It is just like a religion, I wish to spread the Naruto-ism to people around me because I love all of them. #fyl.

Also, I often get stares (death stares) from people once I started preaching about it. All I did was just telling them to watch Naruto and I even voluntered to borrow them my collection of series I have. :( Why no one appreciate my good offer? If you think that it is downright childish to even watch it, then you are so wrong! It teaches so much of life lesson and definitely more than a normal typical tickle-your-funny-bones anime. Naruto, yes has never-ending episodes (few hundreds of it, almost reaching a thousand I think), but it really does have a good combo of plots and it plays with your emotions too.

One second I'm literally crying a river, the next second it left me laughing like hyenas. Yes, I may be exaggerating but then again, it is that good to even deserved to be exaggerated. wtf.

Basically Naruto is a serial ongoing anime about story of a ninja.

*ok, I just made that sound so boring T____T*

Okay, let me be a little technical here. Preaching starts now. First of, the man behind all these amazing legendary story that of all us should bow to is Masashi Kishimoto.

This man is the MAN! All hail Masashi Kishimoto!For you have definitely contributed to my weekly dose of happiness. I can never thank you enough. SOBS hard. Okay, enough of introduction of him. Nao, for those who has zero idea who the heck is this Naruto. Allow me to present:---

IT IS SO KAWAIII RIGHT? ok of course this is just the chibi version, ain't the same in anime. Nvm, all the characters are still cute! Ok minus the cuteness, it is basically about a plot that tells the story of Naruto, a ninja who is constantly searching for recognition and desires to become a Hokage. Okay before you go pengsan with this weird term, Hokage is something like the strongest leader of a village. Along the whole process of becoming a ninja, he has made some sidekick pals and developed some awesome pawesome superpowers!

So yea, story continues from there. Of course you will expect a lot of juicy and interesting stories in between and the gan-jiongness from the episodes is unexplainable. I kid you not. You will have to watch it yourself to experience.

It has about almost a 500 episodes I guess. But don't let the numbers scare you. I took almost a month to catch up and now I am always waiting for a new episode to be released every Thursday. At least there is something to look for after my work. I am so lifeless like that. It is like I live on Thursday mainly and purposely for Naruto and to catch its latest episode. :)

Give Naruto a chance ya'll.

Captain America: First Avenger

2011-07-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

To be honest, I personally don't quite fancy superheroes movies or anything that has relation to comic books. No offence to all the hard core fans out there. T___T So, you may conclude me as movies-related-to-Marvel noob. Thus, when I was told to attend the Press Screening of the Captain America: First Avenger, I thought to myself :-

Heh, another animated movie ar? @__@

Well, the title sounds alil cartoon-ish too me, you've gotta agree with me!

The noob me still literally assume that the movie I will soon watch is an animated film, until......I saw the trailer myself. #fml.

And so, being a communication student myself, I was practically trained to be a critical and active audience. What does it mean really? First of, you must know and understand that all 3 min movie trailers are powerful and impactful. Making you people believe that the movie is gonna be a hell of an awesome film.

But, most of the trailers lie. Deal with it.

The 3 min duration is their best 3 min of the movie, and the rest of 117 min are a total waste of time. Really. So again, when I watched the trailer, I go:-

Oh okay...at least the hero looks handsome like Josh Harnett. *naik miang*. And not to forget, they both have this very sexy hoarse voice. =D

And so I went yesterday at KLCC, press screening started as early as 10 am. Thanks to Nuffnangmy, United International Picture and TGV KLCC, the media is given the priviledge to watch it a week before the screening. *proud*

The antogonist.

Antogonist turns red?

The whole setting is set in the era of 1940's related to the World War II. Sounds boring? Not! Everything in the film seems pretty believable and the fact that it was in 3D, made me feel like I'm in the film as well. Kid you not.

The heroin.

The 3D effect seems to be working for this movie. I literally got surprised and shouted alil as it was almost real! So, we gotta give the production team applauses as they did it pretty well.

The 6 pax hero. He has such a pretty face....Not sure if TianChad who was sitting beside me can feel me drooling over him or not...T_______T Or, if Jeff Soo saw me twitching the whole time. *I was gan jiong ok~*

I daresay that there wasn't any boring or dull moment in the 2 hour movie at all. There were many intense, nail-bitting, tear-jerking moments as well. Yup! It is no easy for a movie to be able to play around and involve so much of emotions. This time, this movie did it. Plus, both hero and heroin are such eye candies! No harm drooling over them for 2 hours ya?

It is worth a watch and I would recommend it to all. 3D and plot wise, surprisingly this is better than the Transformers 3. At least there is a plot and you wouldn't end up going WTF at the end of the movie like T3. Do stay till after the rolling credit though. Mind you, the rolling credit is damn long but YOU MUST WAIT!

There is another scene leading to the part II. And call me a bimbo or whatever, after watching that scene, I am already dying and wanting to watch the second part of the film. I can assure you that it will be one of the most anticipated blockbuster in the next summer, as it will be involving other avenger like the IronMan as well!

I am excited, are you??

365 days to go till Captain America: The Avengers. wtf.

Comfort Zone

2011-07-23T15:11:00.004+08:00

So, what happens when your comfort zone has been intruded and is no longer a comfort zone?

Yes, you float elsewhere. Let the wind steer the way, and perhaps that way nobody is able to keep track of you. You're now carefree and as free as a bird. Tied and chained to nothing. Free agent more like it. Free to feel anything at all without influencing one another. Or, feel nothing at all.

on other note: why in the world, are blog hoppers spamming my chatbox? Stop asking me to visit your sites, is annoying to the max.

Sun refuses to shine

2011-07-19T10:15:00.004+08:00

I am gonna be selfish from now on wards. I won't give a damn on anything anymore. My heart belongs to myself from on wards, that way I will be in control. Or rather, I am just gonna go disappear.

Harry Potter!

2011-07-18T01:37:00.003+08:00

I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER!

*goes berserk*

I.MUST.GO.NO.MATTER.WHAT.

if I do not, I am only embarassing myself. I, as die hard fan of Harry Potter must not miss it!

the thing is..... I have no companion to watch with me.... T_____T . I shall wait to be invited. =p

one step at a time, one foot in front of the other. i’m gonna get through this, we are gonna get through this, one way or another ♥

Footsteps and prints

2011-07-13T23:41:00.007+08:00

If there is one day where I couldn't find my way back,

If there is one day when I am lost and couldn't find myself,

I will know where to go.

Your footprints shall be my guide,

Baby steps, and I shall be right behind you,

Please, if only,

If only, you allow me to watch your back.

Hairy Potty and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

2011-07-12T23:34:00.005+08:00

Anybody who knows me way back, will know I'm a hard core Harry Potter fan. How hard core you ask? *by the look of my face, you shouldn't even be asking me this, duhhh*

I have always wished that someday, someone will ride a flying broom and inform me that:

'Hey, stop schooling! You belong to Hogwarts!'

Cut all the craps already. Who am I kidding ey?

Well I used to be able to remember all the dialogues in Harry Potter 1 and 2. Like literally! I have a Gryffindor shawl which is in red and yellow. wtf? IM SO GEEKY RIGHT? Sigh, won't be able to put into good use as it is not fashionably right for now. I used to collect the glittery cards from the chocolate frogs that is available in Singapore. I have stickers of Harry Potter, real DVDS, bookmarks, or any sort of merchandises. But all the hype kinda dieded few years back, I mean I still do read the books occasionally but ONLY occasionally.

And guess what I found few weeks ago? AWESOMES right? I have not finished reading yet actually. What a shame to all the die hard fans. Please forgive me. I will read it and tell the world! *spreads idealogy*

and the final last installment of the 7 chapters of Harry Potter is finally here. Abit heavy hearted, but it is okay. It is for the best. wtf. I am so gonna watch it and as an avid fan, I shall complete my responsibility and watch it in the cinema. Good bai my favourite trio of Hogwarts.

By the way, did I mention that I go gaga over Emma Watson? Well now you know. I have hots for her.

Thanks Fresh for the awesome file! My eyes literally shimmer upon seeing this! I'm just this easy to please.

On the other note, I miss my bestie! One of my most favourite people! <3

TLC Remains.

2011-07-11T00:17:00.003+08:00

I miss you guys. :(
Have I crossed your mind lately? Even for a second?

I do miss our craziness and happiness shared together. It is a very bittersweet feeling and I am totally aware that each and everyone of us has changed in some ways, but I do secretly hope that we can go back the way we were. Am I asking for the impossible? I think I am. Time can't be reversed. :(

Miss you....

Some Self Loving

2011-07-03T21:03:00.012+08:00

I guess the title of this entry explains it all ey? Alil of some self loving won't hurt right? After all, this is my blog, I can rant and vent however I want. HAHAHA

And so, I figure it is the time already. Time for some hair-trimming and colour to it. Last time I did was 4 months ago, just some re-touch and after all the dyeing, highlighting and perming, it did like a huge damage to my weed hair. And everytime I met my good ol' buddies, they became all way too honest and start commenting;

" you need to fix your hair "

Like wtf. Though my heart is made of stone, still I can feel the stab ok! Not that I don't take criticsm well. I do, with open heart. But before all that, I need some moo lah. No money, say what also no use ok.

Beauty is pain.
But beauty is money too.

One of the valid reasons, why I must repair my weed hair. I guess I am just that horrible at maintaining it.

Used to have short hair, and as naive as I was. I thought I pulled it off perfectly. Yaw! Hhaha. Guess nobody bother to correct me back then. My face is so effing fat that I can't pull of short hair. Damn it. I am envious of girls with short hair like Twiggy. ;(

And so since then, I have always kept my hair long to hide my insecurity. wtf. For 6 years I guess. And then after I graduated, I figure it is time for some trimming! Alot of trimming.

And so I did! Wanted to cut shorter, but the stylist commented that I have fat face and I can't do shorter hair than this. ;( MAJOR SADNESS ok! But anyhow, she was awesome. She permed it for me, dyed, and highlighted the colors I want. (silver and some random color). I was glued to the place for almost 6 hours for the whole process!

I know, I know. I looked like I am pregnant.

I must say, it turned out all good. ;D It lasted for a year. And my hair now has reached the deadline.

IT IS THE TIME OF THE YEAR YA'ALL~

Need some cash save up first. :(

On a random note: my bushy scattered eyebrows need to be trimmed.

Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon

2011-06-29T15:18:00.004+08:00

And so the kiasu-ness in me unleashed the moment we got the news that we will be given the chance to watch T3 few days before the real screening here. I want la of course. For one, it is a blockbuster film, second it is A HUGE-ASS MOVIE, third, it is a MOVIE of the year! So, of course dai dai also must get there and see robots fighting.

Thanks to Nuffnang and Eon Bank, we have this passes earlier! Excited to the max ok. Tickets are so pretty right? :D

The so called mini Gala Premiere for Transformers 3. There were celebrities there walking the red carpet and all. Some sort of a gimmick for the grand event before the movie started.

picture credits to Jo Ann

Spotted Issac and his girlfriend. Not too bad la, in a sea of people, also manage to spot him. HAHA

picture credits to Thara

Picture credits to Isaac

Please just ignore the fact that I looked extremely horizontally challenged. HAHAHHA

You know there are times when we often encounter too many cases where we can actually watch the whole entire movie by just watching the 2 minute trailer? Well not for this case.
I can assure you that this 2 minute trailer does not reflect the whole excitement of this final installment of Transformers at all. NOT AT ALL! NOT A BIT!
You have got to experience the whole battle by watching it in the cinema yourself. The cinematography is awesome, plays around with alot of the angles making you feel like you involved in the battle itself. Accompanied by the awesome sound and visual affects!
Though the hottie Megan Fox is no longer in the fillm, fret not! There will always be another hottie replacement for every film made now a days. Specially we are talking about humans and sexy machines and Michael Bay.
So instead of Megan Fox, we have Rose Huntington Whiteley! Any resemblance with the cartoon character she plays as Carly?
Well one thing for sure, Rose has really huge thick lips as opposed to the one portrayed in the cartoon.
No doubt, she has one fine looking body, BUT BUT I am still feeling Megan Fox more. :(

Uptown Boy's - PJ Uptown

2011-06-26T12:16:00.008+08:00

Saturday has always been my favourite day, but it is also my non-official splurge-day of the week. Also, let me add, a never-ending makan day too! That explains my flabby arms and fat face. HOHO. So, today me and my other 2 pals went over for the Chic Pop at Jaya One just to have a look look and see see.

There are many pretty and beautiful vintage stuffs to see. MANY! However, I really do not like the idea of being sandwhiched in between some of the very insolent and selfish humans. It is a flea market, wtf! Not a blardy warehouse sale! Too much ugly encounters. Gah!!! Not happy! *grumbles*

Set aside my feelings, the stuffs are really pretty! If only the place wasn't that packed, I will be a happy shopper! Though I didn't get anything, but am glad that I went over la. Though it was super sunny and hot, it was a great experience walking around having to sweat like nobody's business.

After all that, went to PJ Uptown to see my friend! She bakes awesome, I mean FREAKING AWESOME PASTRIES OK. NO JOKE. *not hard selling* but WTF!

Many has mentioned about that thousand mille crepe and yada yada. Now, we can have it in town, and do not need to go that extra miles to get it at Malacca. We can have a good one in Uptown Boy'z at PJ Uptown! Those layers are finely made and melts in your mouth the moment you have it. The texture is so oheesome soft together with the crepe and the taste of it blends really well with everything!

Other than pastries, it serves other local and western cuisines together as well with a very very affordable price.

Their signature milk tea with fibre.

With RM3.90 only, it can definitely help to soothe and quench your thirst!

Their Seafood Aglio Olio is to die for ok. With RM15.90 you can have all these awesome big seafood served together with the al dente pasta! You can dive in your face into this fat plate man!

You can have the Mille Crepe as your birthday cake too!

Uptown Boy'z is currently having a major promotion for lunch hour and dinner time.

Lunch from 12.00 pm - 3.00 pm

RM6.90 nett

Food varies from Asian to Western cuisine.

Location :

1 Jalan SS21/37,
Damansara Uptown (Utama)

47400, Petaling Jaya.

Exactly opposite of the BHP petrol station.

Do drop by and say hello to Chef Pastry Eng!

All pictures credit to FarahDiyana

Escapism

2011-06-21T12:28:00.004+08:00

Have you ever thought or wished to be somewhere unknown, some place where no one will know about your existence? At some point of our hectic life, we all wish the same. Been dying for a mental piece of tranquility and free from all noises and stresses. So far, with my new job, I have not experienced any form of stress just yet as to compare with my previous job. That was one hell of a job that made me broke down in the middle of the meeting. HAHAHAH hell not. I hid myself in the toilet and cried like a baby without no one sole living being seeing it.

Like the color and the angle of all these shots. Love seeing pretty stuffs. It kept me reminded all the time that there are so many other beautiful things in the world. It felt kinda like some sort of light, or shimmer of hope to your black world. Not that I'm so full of emo shit or anything like that, there are always a time when your emo side takes place, right? Can't be feeling positive at all times. Give some negativity a chance yo! Not too much though. Too much can be very very hazardous and leads to fatal depression.

Here a flower to all. :D

Just a little reminder, that there are many many beautiful things in live that one should stop and ponder about it.

2011-06-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

It has been months since the disastrous tragedy hit Japan.
Hope everyone there is doing okay still and coping up.
Here is a little prayer from all of us and hoping everyone has the strength to carry on.

2010-07-29T16:58:00.000+08:00

my life as an unemployed fresh graduate but super duper carefree.

Mind you, I am still enjoying this holiday while my friends are out of Malaysia experiencing something I wish to do.

Only wish. :p

2010-07-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

You need to bang to the wall, and realise how lucky you are.
So stop being a spoilt brat and learn to appreciate. Not just by talking cock, but by action.
Stop complaining, but make freaking good use of what you have.

Because you are a bimbo, and love taking things for granted. Grow up wisely and maturely please. The course you are taking suppose to help you grow up and not ending up being a useless bimbo.
You are damn right I am judgemental. And you have to stop giving people empty promises and plenty of nonsensical excuses, because people have expectations on you, and when you don't reach it most of the times, people give up on you.

And also stop giving white lies, people are not stupid, they know.

A total mess

2010-07-21T02:42:00.003+08:00

you know there is somebody for you when you are in a mess. You just know.
And you also know that there is nobody. Harsh, but you gotta accept that in this really huge world, not all you know can be that somebody. Even though in some point, you thought and hope that there is somebody, but guess what, they fail you. There is nobody. You just need to stand up on your freaking own and walk that path all by yourself. No matter how much people have been telling you that they are there for you, that's a total bullshit. That, my friend is just a figure of speech. Talk is cheap, ya know? And those are just some fake comforting words which will probably ease your pain in say, few minutes. But when the reality hits you, you are all by yourself.

At some point, when you are in the mess and you don't even feel like exposing the whole world about it, but still, you expect at least one sole person to go deep through you and find you. You are lost. Don't expect people to come looking for you. This is no charity and they are no God to know how you feel. But guess what? there are still living beings on this planet that are very secretive about how they feel. Because, there is no point in telling. Seriously there is none. So what one can do is, just shut up and deal your own shit at your own pace.

What the fuck am I blabbing, seriously. Hit some sense into me. No, don't bother.

Crying Sky

2010-07-20T19:27:00.006+08:00

a) I love you too much to let you go
b) I let you go because I love you too much

Both appplies on different circumstances. You don't want to let go, but the nature of circumstances forces you to, or shall I say when you become weak, you are left with nothing to continue fighting on. So you let go. You let go and you vanish. Withdraw yourself from anybody else out there. It is good. It is good to have a time alone yourself, that way nobody can teach you and tell you what to do. That way nobody can intrude and mess with your feelings. That way you are alone. Alone in a big big world. Goody.

Thunders were monstrous, but the rain wasn't heavy at all. why o why? Perhaps the sky is crying little bit by little every day. Not too much, just enough to feel. Rain is good, it helps to clear of the sky, it gives you a brand new feeling. Rain is good, it gives you the chance to breathe new fresh air.

It is good, even it is for momentarily, still it is good. It is never bad. It is good. Very good.

where's the light?

2010-07-19T01:39:00.003+08:00

I want to create my own world like just what Cobb the character in the movie of Inception did with his wife.

a world that only exists in my own world and for creation purposes only. A world that is created and designed solely by me and only me. The fact that the reality we are living now sucks so bad that I just wish I can vanish and dissappear. Wait, perhaps the reality I am living, maybe not yours that suck. I want to be the architect of my own made fantasy. That way, nobody can ever interfere my way, nobody can intrude my world. How nice, to have such an ability. When you are conscious, you deal with the ugly reality, then when the sky turns dark, you go to sleep, and then you dream. A sweet dream, a dream that you the dreamer creates yourself. And remember it the next day, and then continue it again the next night. Just give me the damn sedative, and I will never want to wake up to ugly reality again.

I am not selfish, I don't ask for much, perhaps just give me the chance of having a future with the person I truly care and love. That's all I am asking for. I hope is not too much. Perhaps I can have it in my dream tonight, and tomorrow, and the day after, and after.

Who am I fooling ey?

2010-07-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

I agree with a saying that goes, facebook status does show a person's level of maturity.
Facebook status somehow give the rest of the facebookers a glimpse of that particular person's behaviour.

for instance, a status that goes : 'I am in love with Louis Vuitton'

oh come on seriously, it is either u are bragging, or you want the whole world to know that YOU know the existence of this luxurious product and you are a proud owner. For the rest who doesn't even give a damn about it have to forcefully read all this sorta status as it floods the whole news feed in facebook.

next : 'I have XXX followers in my blog!'

I have only three words for you. Go get a life. okay thats four. Do you think your fellow friends care how many donkeys following your freaking blog? and the fact that you advertise your url in a lot of other places you can think of is lame and pathetic. I don't get it and understand why does people want to publish their blog add in their pm in msn, or in facebook status. If it is because of you wanting to get the people to click on it to gain you some money, oh seriously that is just pathetic. It makes me NOT wanting to click at all because all you want is money out of blogging.

next: 'XXX pisses me off!!! go fuck off!!!'

oh Lord, seriously?? what a mess. go get some anger management before going all berserk in facebook. because please do us a favour and not post all this stupid outrage emotions. It shows that you are childish and really ..childish. Again I would like to stress that facebook is for public viewing, I know that it is your own personal account, but please it appears on news feed FOR EVERYBODY to see.

next: 'This is my first time posting using iPhone! I am Loving it!'

You gotta be joking right? don't a be jakun la please. God. It just shows that yes you are bragging but in a wtf way.

next: 'please click LIKE and vote for me.'

Another WTF status. Wahlau self promoting yourself PUBLICLY. How can be anyone that freaking thick face and asking for votes??? Wait, who in the right mind would wana enter this sorta competition man. Seriously. Talk me into sense please.

I should just deactivate my account. The only reason I am still active because I want to play my FrontierVille.

2010-07-14T00:53:00.000+08:00

why do I even exist? seriously. u can just take me away. jus take me away .

2010-07-11T17:55:00.011+08:00

Okay, today is Sunday. And I feel like showing off today. I am well aware that those two statements has no relation or whatsoever. :D
So anyways, like I've said earlier, I want to show off today. Be a brag.
Nah, I am just gonna blog about things and products that I am currently using. A little of recommendation for you peepos.

Body Shop Raspberry Body Scrub
RM59.90

Am currently using this body scrub. And I must say it definitely leaves you smelling oh-so-awesome sweet that will drive your partner crazzzzzzzy.
At least I find myself smelling myself after shower once in every 10 seconds. I kid you not.
Scrub it at least, maybe two to three times a week and it works for me. It leaves my skin kinda smooth!

Shu Uemura Cleansing Oil
RM250 for 450 ml

This product actually caters to different skin types and also it helps to remove light make up as well. Definitely suitable for me as I do use some UV base everyday for my face.

The Skin BB Cream FaceShop
RM79.90

As usual, BB cream has been highly raved all around the world, because basically it has three benefits, for instance it works as a concealer, sunblock and foundation that helps to even out the skin tone. And this perfectly suits my colour skin! and I am loving it because it also does not leave my skin oily. :)

Shu Uemura UV Under Base Fluid
RM135/28g

Sometimes if I don't use the BB cream, I use this instead. It works like the mousse formula base but this, this is a make up base you use under foundation! This product is like sunscreen and makeup base in one. And I must say that the foundation I apply on stays longer.

Lancome Eyeliner
RM68

The smoky, smudgy eye pencil. I must say this, this is a very creamy-smooth pencil for perfect lining and defining eyes. I like the fact that the colour stays and I can draw em at ease. Well, I am not much of a make up person, but I do make up on certain occasions.

Lancome Color Fever Gloss
Dangerously Pink
RM98/6ml

This is a great shade, perfect for me as it is not too bright, and the perfect pink is not girly. Also, again it smells yum, and has this sugary taste!! sweet. :)
And I don't quite fancy lipstick myself, prefer lip gloss.

Lancome Bi-Facil Double-Action Eye Makeup Remover
RM42/50ml

I am so in love with this, why? because it removes the eye make up SO EASILY! and most importantly it is ideal for sensitive skin and contact lense wearers like me! It helps to leave the eyes feeling cool and relaxed with no oily residue! I suka lor!

2010-07-09T14:20:00.006+08:00

Will you and you just shut the hell up?!
I am so annoyed and disgusted by you loads.
It just gets into my nerves, and by looking at you and reading your page makes me sick in the head.

Nobody cares about your happy moments, the 'oh I am getting ready to go out, oh I am bathing, oh I just met XXX, oh I got myself a gucci bag, oh I just did mask, oh clubbing is fun, '

Go fly a kite, seriously.

and if you think this has nothing to do with me, then you are wrong. All these stupid lame bullshit nonsense are flooding my news feed. Guess what, Imma have to hide alllllllllll of you.

and stop asking people or worst, personally ask me to freaking like your picture in some stupid fan group. Because it is STOOOPID and lame. I will LIKE it myself if i find it like super gorgeous and worth my vote. and yes, you are damn right you don't even need my vote.

Let me tell you what, you people are just bunch of attention seekers, go get a real life. No, serious go away. You have no idea how lucky you are and just stop being a brag. You are making people's life more miserable, so please give peace a chance, and just go away.

no wait, just dissapear from my sight.

2010-06-27T11:08:00.003+08:00

Oh oh guess what?

I am done with my 2 months internship! I know, I know I have been complaining so much about my internship, but heck it is over!

*glee*

anyways, had a shopping day with LeeSan yesterday in One Utama, pretty much sales in individual outlets. Got myself new flats and a dress. yes a dress again. I guess I have this weird bizarre fetish for dresses.

and today, another gathering . my form 6 gathering, and now I am waiting for Amanda to get ready.

and today Germany Vs England! What's the verdict? well, I guess the higher probability will be the germans la. But then again nobody will know what is gonna happen next.

Mamak! :D

2010-05-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

some of you, really born lucky.

there is not much hardship to go through. not much financial hiccups to go through. relationship problems to face. the only depression involves is that when you lover boy ignores you.

some of you are really lucky tut.

really. i hate everyone now.

2010-05-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

Started my dreadful internship a week ago. *applauses*
Still surviving. Hopefully able to survive till the 25th of June. *prays*

This one whole week was one hell of a hectic and stressful week. I was practically assigned almost every day to cover news outside somewhere in KL. Say, been out for three times, met a few fair of big shot government ministers, ate some really good food (free for media), took plenty (PLENTY) of public transportation. Seriously test my patience man. As this is my very first week in the firm, I was always assigned with another senior for outdoor task. But other than that, I am stuck in the office fill with 100 of other editors and reporters in the same office. Ever ready at all times, to be called to go for any sudden unplanned assignments, and most of the time, I have to process the press releases or press statements.

The sress comes in when you have to process the news, get the facts right, and have news values in it. Stess added because things have to be done ASAP to be released in the website. Usually takes about an hour or 2 hour for the editors to do their job. Mind you, many of my lousy writting have been edited so much like as if it is not written by me. =p

What do I learn? First off, emotionally and physically I was drained. I have to be independant at all times and that sucks balls, really. But I guess I am coping and adapting. *shrugs*. Prepares me in the working world I hope.

Seriously, the learning experiences here is intensively extreme. HUHUHU. *sobs*.

Fangirl

2010-05-02T03:38:00.004+08:00

*fangirl shrieks and screams*

seriously, how can not anyone drool looking at him? Well, he might not be handsome to some, but he is so man! soooooo mannnn!!

I, like any other fan girls out there, is going gaga over him after watching Ip Man. Still gaga-ing.

I feel so at peace watching him in the cinema. Not to forget to mention, I was sitting right at the FRONT seat. The first seat in fact. In desperate need of Donnie Yen. =D

Had a great night today. I can never get tired of eating out with you or watching late night movies with you. :)

What's New?

2010-05-01T02:54:00.008+08:00

Three years spent in UKM have been quite a memorable one to me. Met friends, and of course did my 3 long tiring years of degree. Not gonna blog about how I suffered and teared going through the 3 yars of torturous pain. First off, I am not too sure about how I am feeling this instant. Excited? Happy? Sad? Really, tell me.

Everything seems to be moving quite fast, and I barely have the time to feel what I am feeling.
My 3 years spent with TLC, I would say very . very meaningful.

We have done so much things, experience too many things, gone to so many places in these 3 effing years. You guys will be missed and I guess, this new phase of life, there are things that we have to let go and move on. Saddening, pretty much.

Things happen right before your eyes, and before you know it, it is gone. Just want to let you guys know, you guys made my UKM days better and definitely more exciting. All the partying, all the trips, all the spontaneous plans, all the makan out, all the studying nightmare with you guys can't be any better.

Can't believe that we are separating and going to our very own paths, and might not see each other again. What happened in this 3 years? It is like it never happen...like I said, this is too fast..or am I not accepting the fact yet? I am not done being happy yet..

sigh, cut the emo-ness, shall share some of the pictures I have taken with them. While I go somewhere else to weep.

Port Dickson (2007)

Langkawi (2008)

Port Dickson - My most drunk day ever

Malacca -2009

Some jumping stunt in Putrajaya

Some drinking and dancing

Clara's 21st birthday- It was, a blast and everybody got crazy by throwing cakes at each other.
That explains the wet and sticky face & hair.

Ker Chin-21st birthday, got her a condom :p

Ai Lim's 22nd Birthday -Putrajaya

Ai Lim's 23rd birthday in Wings Cafe

Chee Hui's 21st Birthday . She is hidden inside the box just incase you can't see her.

Clara's 23rd Birthday

some pizza eating day

some drinking and dancing again- Poppy

Arthur's Day

some studying in Starbucks.

homemade steamboat

night walk-Langkawi

Penang-2008

Kuching-2009

some wine-drinking

Some unexplainable crazy stunt

Maggie party

You lot will be missed dearly.

Hopefully, some day, some time we will meet again.

2010-04-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

To those who concern about my current examinations.
How nice. But really, if you must know. I totally screwed my yesterday's paper up.
Screwed as in really screwed. I have no idea what the fuck did I write the whole 2 hours.
That is one shit there, apologies to Dr Dah who would be reading my pathetic answers.
I wasn't even in the examination mood in the first place. I didn't even bother reading my answers the second time,
afraid I might puke blood reading it.

Whatever I have read, I can't seem to apply it. Very stupid. I mean me.
I am so stupid that I think I have forgotten how to sit for an exam.
Was way way way too occupied doing technical and practical stuffs.

Writting, applying, understanding seems unfamilliar to me. This is a bad sign.

I am no longer have the ability to use my brain.

Stupidity overpowers it. Way to go Anne.
You can survive la like this. *sulks*

anyway, I think I totally have lost interest in studies like duh, so God damn long time ago I have already can't be bothered about all this.
And guess what? Internship starting next Monday.

I think, things are moving way too fast for me.

Need a pause button.

I need time.

2010-04-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

duno where will my life lead to. will i do good? or will i do bad? what do i really want in life?
i would of course, wana see myself happy and enjoy doing what i like to do most. but what interest me really? what do i really want in life? i have always so busy doing things slumberly, doing things without any plan. walking and running with no directions. just too busy doing all that without thinking hard. i'm screwed. my life but ain't doing anything. how far can i go man.....

2010-03-28T18:44:00.001+08:00

Ya better effing accept me!

Cos' I am so lost right now.

so ya better freaking accept me, otherwise is your loss!

2010-03-23T20:36:00.004+08:00

Tired. Exhausted. Heart has been breaking into so many so many pieces, and before it could even heal, it breaks again. and again.

there is no more time left. no more, what I am gonna do??
there is nothing. Nothing. Nothing changes even though I thought I have tried.

heart is still breaking but does anyone hears it? Where else can I go?
Where else can I run and hide? Can I remain stagnant, and not move? I am tired.

I am feeling so useless and helpless again, again and again.
Words I say seem to be not working, seem to be most horrible things to say in the world.

I just wanna be happy and spend the remaining time happily with no regrets...
But why do I seem to be always doing the wrong thing...?
why do I always end up creating more and more problems and unwanted/uneccesary trouble...?

I can't handle no more....

2010-03-13T05:51:00.000+08:00

FARK...NO TIME!!!!!!!!!

crazy assignments driving me nuts

2010-03-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

I am no bitch.

2010-03-07T19:07:00.003+08:00

Surprise surprise! surprise to see me? The fact that I only update my blog once in a blue moon, amazed alot of people.
it is ironic though, I used to BLOG like alot, seriously, never once fail to blog every single day.

I guess, as you aged, you get tired or find it no good reason to blog anymore.
Or rather, I am really busy now that I am already a 3rd year student...if there is a free time, would spend it to go out to indulge good food, or loiter all around as long as I am not stuck at home in Bangi.

Pathetic.

anyways, it is already March, and many many things have been going. Good or bad, whatever. Just can't wait to get rid of UKM.

2010-01-11T01:46:00.005+08:00

what? What?

I am not too late to wish you people a HAPPY NEW YEAR eh? I hope.
Anyways, no resolution this year. I have been setting up new resolutions for quite some time now, but either I don't take it seriously or it just wouldn't work.
For instance, I have always wanted to shed some extra pounds, and yes it never succeed! Oh well, actually, there are moments when I DID manage to lose some, and then I also manage to gain back that extras. grr.I KNOW! annoying.

anyways just gonna refresh my memories back on series of events that had happen this whole great year of 2009.

Not in sequence, yea. Pretty lazy to put accordingly.

went to Kuching with TLC :D

Celebrated Arthur's Day
And I do think I look good if I lose some pounds on the face.
HOIHOHOHO

alil of self-praising won't hurt.

the proper way. :D

2nd bro got married.

smile man!

had fun with besties, but certainly ain't enough.
Hope to do more this year.

alil of partying. Must do more this year too.

move out from the horrible hostel.

new house :D

got a ring from my special someone.
and lost it. :(
BUT I GOT A NEW ONE again!
thanks Hunny! :)

Genting with my uni friends :D

was very obsess over starbucks on that very year.
a very expensive craving weh T__T
but the satisfaction is totally priceless :D

my birthday cake of the year!

thanks buddies :)
it tasted really good, loving it !

finally had the famous beef noodle in Petaling Street.
heavenly AWESSSSSSOMEEEEEE !!!

LIST goes on and on....too lazy to blog.

hopefully there will be more awesome series of fortunate events this year. 2010. :)

may this year,
showers me and you loads and loads of great happenings!

specially to all my loved ones.
Happy 2010.

Love ya' all

2009-10-06T16:00:00.004+08:00

Assignments for this semester are mad painfully stressful.
3 shooting to be done.
T H R E E !

3 heavy productions with only 5 persons in a group.
Start from SCRATCH till the very end.
Can you imagine that?

I am not paid to work on overtime, and certainly during the weekends.
Instead, I paid to go through this pain!
gahhh.
No fair share of fairness okay.

Us, curi tulang.

carrying tripod
was mad sunny the day we shoot for our documentary.
thus, my very sexy tan. :)
though , I am already very tanned, thank you very much.

so thankful and glad, that this sem , we didn't have to deal with the gigantic camera.
this is much smaller and much easier to carry around :)

suka nya my hati !

for camera sake.

I wish there is 48 hours per day.
I wish I could pause and stop the time.
I wish I could eat like a horse and remain slender and slim.
I wish I could change or create any just happy ending I like.

I wish I could make it happen.

it is still Y O U. Still you. :)

and I thank God for sending you to me.

2009-08-31T04:26:00.002+08:00

Happy 52th Merdeka!!!

and oh there is an upcoming event ,

The Arthur's Day at Sunway Surf Beach
this 25th September.

To celebrate whoever brings us Guinness.

or whatever.

most importantly is Black Eyed Peas is coming!

anyone ???

please..............
:D

2009-08-21T01:33:00.005+08:00

Venue : Sunway Surf beach ( no more water la duh )
Date : 15th August
Time : whole noon and night!

Bought an X Pax simcard, reloaded RM50 just to get these 2 passes.
Things we go and do for a concert.

call me CRANKY.

We even go through rain, shine, freaking long queue, dealing with nonsensical people,
being squashed, squeezed, pushed, sandwhiched, crushed for this concert.

Mr Sun was very sunny on tht day, thus my sexy tan.
Queueing up before going in. That was like around 3 pm, and tht event starts only at 6pm.

Is the heat and the rain after that made me sick for days.

Lucky thing they gave us the poncho as well.

SEA OF HUMAN BEINGS.
we were that near to each other. OMFG.

The stage.

Hunny Madu was there.
UTT and DENNIS WERE THERE!!!!!!!!

HE IS SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

AND

VERY HOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

random shot.

in conclusion, the concert was alright, but later after the 2nd performance by 'Boys Like Girls',
we headed to the back. It was a struggle to stay in front with all the uncivilised people.
Who non stop pushing and squeezing me, leaving me no space to breathe.

so super dulan ok.

but....

All American Rejects IS THE BOMB!

very well performed! the lead singer, was really good at singing, he was so high that he actually went to an extent where he climbed that really tall pole that holds up the light on the stage.

so gempak, right!??!

that was all worth it though, but never again I would go this far for concert like this, except for Lady GaGa or Rihanna la......for them, I am willing to do just anything. :D

2009-08-07T22:46:00.004+08:00

this look indicates that I must skip my next classes.

my nerd look by the way.

nerd + 'chan' + lazy to wear contacts.

so yes, indeed I did.
My 2 classes. I hope I won't be barred though.
ahhahaha haven't exceed more than 3 times..yet.

Radio deejay-ing...my next sem.
But anyhow, my coursemate ask me to become their guest for next Tuesday's programme.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAH

UKM got no more guest already, I guess.
I wonder how do I sound like on air....

Need to lose more weight.

by the way I just stuffed myself with fries and burger.
for supper.

2009-07-29T02:16:00.002+08:00

When I am stress...

I listen to music all the time,
dance, drink and club occasionally.

my favourite for time being. :D

my painkillers

2009-07-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

check out my cool handwritting.

I am THAT lazy when it comes to writting. I got no hope wan lar, if you are lucky enough, you will be able to see my last minute notes in the worst writting you ever seen.
Specially during exams, wah liao....my notes....sometimes even me myself couldn't understand.

got my tag as a journalist for the newspaper.

my study table.

don't let the picture deceives you.
I am not as happy as you see me.
I am actually quite stress and tired.

Is the 4th week, and I have tonned of incomplete assignments that are gonna due soon.

you have my permission to end my life.

2009-07-26T17:29:00.003+08:00

One of Yasmin Ahmad's awesome masterpieces.
Was really looking forward for more of your productions.

Can't help but feeling alil sad for her loss, she has so much love to give.
One of the greatest director in Malaysia, her movies and ads are always so inspiring and fresh.

Never once fail to touch any of our hearts.

:(

Rest in peace. You will be much missed by many of us here.

Condolences to the family of Yasmin Ahmad.

2009-07-25T12:19:00.001+08:00

hectic and chaotic semester.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

and oh...

off to TIMES later...
deal with the stress when I am back.

ngeh~

2009-07-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

Had the most, well not the most but yea, bizzare day/night.

Took the bus to Petaling Street, had my all time favourite asam laksa and tau fu fa. Then, hop on to a very late bus (11 pm) back to my place, and experienced a very talkative, weird, cranky Indian drunkard in the very same bus.

He talked/laughed for 30 minutes straight to us specially, which we couldn't really get what he was talking about. (mostly about his life story lar..)

Scary okay but hillarious.

I almost choke trying to stop myself from laughing out loud. He is crazy ba, must not trigger him.

I think me and friends have fate with drunkards. Meet such interesting people not the first time but more than that. Whats with us bumping into people like that????

ON DEADLINES,
SPEAK AT YOUR OWN RISK.

sigh, never ending workload. And I got bitten by the lazy bug AGAIN.
KEMALASAN YANG MELAMPAU.

Gluttonny gluton

2009-07-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

yours truly is so the very hungry that I can eat a cow! metaphorically lar...

when it comes to eating, I am not shame to admit that I can spend a fortune on good delicious food. That explains clearly why am I always so broke. ALWAYS.

Mama and baby.

Okay, I miss SOFT SHELL CRAB MAKI!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSAM LAKSA from Penang

Homecooked chicken soup.
Homeylicious!

ahhh homecooked food by the four of us.

*Langkawi, a year ago*
the 4 housemates.

please ignore my prescence.
I didn't know I looked like that a year ago!
wait, do I STILL look the same?

*smacks forehead*

How can I not gain weight with this amount of food we take almost every day.

Breakfast cum Dinner~!
very filling but satisfying.

Extra ordinary fried rice.
Not an easy project I must say. Alot of hard work, not as simple as you think by throwing everything inside the wok.
So not please.

ALL IN ALL...
I AM HUNGRY AND STARVING!!

but I am on diet, and cash diet as well.

how ?!?!?!?

I know,
My life is so miserable.

2009-07-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

I am not new to this.
Blogging I mean. Doing it out of fun.
This is my 3rd one to be frank. HAHAHA.

call me gatal.

about my old blog. No worries, I will not abandon it, thats for sure.
There are many many reasonable reasons I privatised it, so I will still continue ramble and whine whenever I want.

and WHERE ever or WHICH ever blog I want.
nyeh.

so to start off this very new and fresh blog, I start it with one of my masterpieces. (cheh~)

Am having pretty much a hectic and chaotic semester.
So wish me luck.

If you ever see me with my deadly horrendous eyebags, don't fear.
Its the deadlines.